I HATE CONFRONTATIONS

I HATE THEM. I HATE THEM ALMOST ENOUGH TO DROP THE BLASTED F-BOMB. I'M INCREDIBLY TEMPTED. I HATE THEM. HATE THEM HATE THEM HATE THEM.

And the worst part is when they go awry, when someone is inconvenienced, when everyone is not happy because of something that results from them, I get so incredibly conflicted my mind immediately resorts to suicide. I just want the conflict to stop through any method necessary. I want it to end and never, ever, ever occur again. Even for the most trivial affairs. Confrontations drive me absolutely crazy. When others are inconvenienced, annoyed, hurt, inflamed whatever because of something that transpired by me needing something... RAWR!

In case you didn't notice, the stress is turning up. College essays need to be done SOON. And I've got that blasted Shakespeare project to hang over me. And then I turn around and high school's practically done. I feel like cursing. My inability to is only making matters worse. *Imagines glove* I sure hope this works...