Well, as the title suggests, my mind is just not in mint condition. Various reasons, including but not limited to stress, self-destructive tendencies, loads of assignments, coming to terms with how I should think as opposed to how I'm used to thinking, fully demolishing emotions I have no business dealing with, and writing projects I enjoy, but that self-imposed deadlines make more chore-like than actual personal entertainment.
With that said, I hope you'll understand if I skimp on Perse this week, as I did not get around to it this weekend and I doubt I can get myself motivated/inspired enough to do the fourth entry. I really need to get it done Saturday so I don't have to rush against a deadline... Ah well, lessons learned, eh? Rest assured, it's far from over hehe.
As for my other projects, for those who don't know, the first "Roleplaying" blog was created at ruleofanarchy.blogspot.com . I chose a generic fantasy theme because, let's face it, those are the best scenarios for intrigue, backstabbing, and epic battles. If anyone else wants to join the set rotation and thinks they have the time, I'll let ya slide in. Otherwise, the "free-fall" version should be up around the end of the week. Who knows how that will go. I still need anyone's email who's interested. You know you want to.
Of course with all these projects, homework, etc. one would think I'm quite busy. It's rather remarkable, but I actually still manage to waste time. I suppose comes from the fact that my brain barely functions during the day anyway, so by the time I get out of school, I desperately seek an escape that I don't have to fathom myself. That's not to say I don't like my self-created escapes, but they're still a bit mentally taxing.
Those of you who are semi-observant may have noticed I'm wearing contacts. I've actually had the blasted things since November, but today marks the first time I've been able to wear them five days in a row. My encouragement being that I began experiencing "mind clouds" around Statistics each day and thought my vision might be the problem, so my contacts with better seeing power may fix it. Another reason might be my mass of hair with the sideburns whose existence can only be credited to a temporary attack of laziness where I let the barber spare their miserable little lives and now they've grown into monsters. Hopefully I can have them properly decapitated tomorrow.
Well, my contacts are obviously distorting my perception, and are probably the source of my rambling. So to save you the effort, I'll stop here. Maybe I'll go to sleep early... First time for everything, eh?
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