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evercontinuingandredundantstrainsofirrelevantthoughteventhoughyouknow
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butikindaofthinkthedayswillsteadilystreamtogetherasimarchinexorably
towardsinsanityi'mslowlydescending(orascending)intoamadnessthatican't
understandanddon'tquiteknowwhattodowithmyplansareallfallingintoblivionand
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myselfatrophizeandit'sreallynotaverygoodthingtodoi'dtalkmorebutifi'mto
getthisthingdoneonschedulei'dbesthitsendnowandhereigo.
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