I spent all day today in front of the computer. Essentially, anyway. All other goals, all other ideas, all other inklings are just wiped away in a giant sweep of this escape's hand. This is escapism practically at its' finest. Unlike real drugs, though, this one has no hangover, no legal consequences, and it doesn't run out. It's available 24/7. And all you need is a computer.
Really, it's terrible. I end each day looking back and thinking "Wow, I really wasted all of today." But what else can I do? Stare at the wall? I've no energy or motivation for anything else. I just waste away.
This is exactly why I gave them up. And now I'm lost again. Whatever shall I do... Someone needs to pull me out fo this quicksand, but I'm afraid there aren't any sturdy enough branches...
But really. Please. Save me.
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